Murninya kasihmu

American Idol has come to the 10th season. And now in a process of finding contestant. While watching, i came across this guy. Named, Chris Medina and i am sooo touched with his story. 

Watch. Listen. Not to the voice, but to the story. You are so sincere. May God bless you. 

-.-

The stupidest issue in history of malaysia.

My whole week had been feed with gossips. Not to be busybody, but this is about knowing current issue. If you ever felt that we people are being too busybody, then, easy, DON'T REVEAL ON PUBLIC. 


This is the dumbest issue i have ever heard in entire life. Seriously. Know what ?


BERGADUH KERANA MENEGAKKAN TARIKH KERAMAT. 


Tarikh keramat what ?


Wedding date ? -Nope-


Engagement date ? -Nope-


Anniversary date ? -Nope-


What else could be more memorable and worth to fight for ? 


These people, are fighting over, Tarikh berpisah.  Is it a big deal for you ? Naaaaaa, never. but it was for some people. These low mentality people. 


A  whole week of reading news about this, read tweets about it, i felt like, these people are just showing their stupidity. No matter when was the exact date, GET OVER IT. Let it be. You two were already end, for god sake. No more in relationship. If the other side saying the different date, SO WHAT ? Biar lah dia nak cakap apa. 


Ini sngat bukan hal kita nak masuk campur. Tapi kamu kamu yang berani tampil dan berperang di khalayak umum dengan niat nak menegakkan benang yang basah. I ain't anybody side. 


Here i'm being neutral, and this is just my opinion. Benda ni sangat menganggu, annoying gila. 


Persoalan, 
Mengapa baru sekarang nak jadi so defensive and aggressively buat statement ? 
mengapa baru sekarang begitu berani nak buka mulut ? 
Mengapa baru sekarang nak tampil, seolah kau ditindas selama ni  ? 


WHY DON'T YOU BE AS AGGRESSIVE AS NOW, AS DEFENSIVE AS NOW, 7 YEARS BACK. BY THE TIME YOU STEAL THE GUY FROM OTHER MARRIAGE ? 


Isn't it more worth it to fight over the man (if you're dying to get the man) instead of, bergaduh kerana tarikh perpisahan ? 
Seriously, this is the stupidest issue i've ever heard. Is it what we call cheap publicity ? MAYBE. 


Ini bukan soal siapa menang, siapa kalah. Ini soal, hentikan la. Kami pembaca dah muak nak dengar dan lihat cerita basi kamu sekalian. Baik Nora Danish mahupun Fasha Sandha. Ceritanya, Jejai je pon. Berlambak lagi jantan, but i think, dalam keadaan macam ni, reveal everthing, tunjuk kebodohan, merendahkan martabat kaum wanita, siapa yang mahu kamu ? 


This is just an opinion. There's something big out there to fight for rather than this fucking date. Seriously, grow up people. Shut the fuck up. Act like your age not your show size. 


Jangan salahkan peminat atau haters bila mereka busybody. Salahkan diri sendiri sebab cerita semua dekat public. 


Al kisah, jangan main dengan api kalau takut terbakar. 

3 tahun bukan mudah

I adore this girl. She is one lucky girl. 


It's her 3rd years anniversary. I am so proud of this couple. I spent time a lot with them both. And i heard a lot from this couple. I just love this couple. They're different, but the are still standing. So proudddddd. :D. 


Before they gone for special dinner, we gone to karaoke. 

the super sweet couple. 

the S and the Y. 

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY YOU TWO. 

I'M SO PROUD OF YOU TWO. 

I'LL PRAY FOR YOU TWO. 

AND I LOVE YOU. 

p/s : i miss mr.b

UiTM no electricity ended up with me getting one new top.

Girls will never have enough clothes, enough shoes, enough handbags. 


True is, 
Girls couldn't be separated with fashion.  We were born to be together the entire life. 


HAHA. 


As usual, me and S memang tak bole duduk diam. So, whenever there's a public holidoy, vrommmmm, we went missing. No matter where, as long as not here, not Shah Alam. 


Ok, its kinda outdated but still, happy thaipussam to those who celebrating it. 
I have dream, satu hari, i'm gonna go to Batu Caves, and watch how they celebrating it. Its a culture that i need to learn. 


Before that, know what, Uitm sucks big time when, the whole day, NO ELECTRICITY. From 9 am to 9 pm. 12 hours y'all. That is so not good. You encourage we people, the students to go loitering and waste time with doing nothing. Kan bagus kalau hari hari cuti, ada electric, bole study.  @.@


So then, when i woke up, the fan stop moving, i called S. Ask her to save me from this temporary hell. Bile cuti, D and S is not gonna be a great combination. hahaha, mula lah, syaitonnnn pon datang dan berbisik ke telinga kami, MARI... MARI MEMBAZIR. Whatttaaaaaaa.  Ok. 


Vroooommmmm, 


Bangsar we go. Pffft pffffft. I'm not supposed to waste my money anymoreeee ! 


but, but , but, who can stand if in front of you is a lottttt of boutique who waited for us the all day patiently. hmphhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. 


Btw, we met Elle there. Then, 


Kaki mula mendaki. 
Satu demi satu butik disinggah. 
Mata dah tak mampu nak tutup. 


ka cingggggggg, i said to myself, SOKAY SOKAYYY, THIS GONNA BE MY LAST TIME SPENT FOR CLOTHES. 


Terus bersemangat memilih. When it comes to shopping, girls gonna have a lot of energy, mengalahkan pemain pemain bola. Mana taknya, mampu turun naik tangga berduyun duyun butik, dengan memakai kasut tinggi. Hah, hebat ? 


Itu gila namanya, siapaaa suruh pakai kasut tinggi. pffffft. 


But it was fun. 

S is one hyper girl

see the paperbags behind ? its elle and S punya. not mine. 

after all, mana boleh if i don't buy anything. So i ended up, buying this. 

mustard yellow top. 

i finally added new color to my closet. *terus pakai pegi class the next morning* 

seperti budak kecil mendapat mainan. 

and shopping is almost a girls therapy. 




p/s : mr.b, jangan maraaa aaaaa. i know you love me. :D

New thing and falling for it

Second semester are a bit tough. With the new lecturers that some are strict. Some subjects are too bored. With class that most at Menara, not our faculty. Timetable are not that productive, when 2 days, only one class and it start only at 6pm. New combine group. This sem, i hope i won't die with assignments. But dear reader. Tak semuanya buruk. Ada jugak yang best dalam semester 2 ni. 


So far, i give A+ for graphic design and layout. The lecturer is smart. Charismatic. Good taste in handbags. And she's had a Dr. Oh, saluteeee. 


Dari seorang pelajar akaun, yang nerd berkaca mata. Yang bersengkang mata mengira duit, untung dan rugi. Yang sememangnya dari dulu buta IT dan bodoh komputer. Yang langsung tak pandai berimaginasi dan berfikir kreatif. Terussssss, terus aku jatuh cinta dengan IT. Dengan komputer. 


Kalau dulu edit gambar guna zama kuno kuno yang edit photos je. Setakat adjust contrast, adjust color. Rotate. Itu je lah pandai. Orang edit ada effect bayang bayang la, mata bulu mata jadi lebat panjang dan sebagainya, aku dok lagu tuuuu jugak. Buta segala IT. 


Ehem, jadi. Hari ni kelas lecturer handbag cantik ni, we learn superimpose. Tak tau macam mana, I just love it. Its funnnnnnn. Aku rasa mungkin sebab lecturer ni best. Datang siap bawak assistant.  Cool kan kan. heeee. 


So the task, cari poster any movie with a character inside. I pick, 

*dalam hati berangan nak jadi jessica alba*

Cecece. Bukan main lagi poster kau kan d. Hehee, bukan saya sorang okay, classmates semua pon sakan jugak. hehehe. Godek punya godek dengan lecturer. 

Ini hasilnya, 

jessica diba. diba alba. you choose. 

So yeah, i had fun today. Next week we gonna learn touch up. Cool isn't. :)


p/s : classmates, i'm gonna upload yours soon. hehhee. 

Reality of life and misunderstood

Hello people. Hello new followers. Hello lovers.
Life ain't treating me well lately. 2011 were not friendly to me. It is not a good start for this year.
Why, why and why?

I can see, things ain't happy, ain't fun like what it used to be. Drama kept haunting me. The more i avoid, the more they chased. Its me changing or you people ? Why do we people create drama, create issue, argue here there. When we can actually live peacefully. I just don't get it.

Perhaps, maybe it's me that changing.
Perhaps, maybe it's me that creating.
Perhaps, maybe it's me that argued.
Perhaps, maybe it's me that being too sensitive.

Or,

Maybe, they no longer understand me.

Satu jari tuding salah orang, empat jari tuding arah kita, Itu reality. Itu kenyataan. Itu hakikat.
Jadi, ia salah aku ?
Ok.

Kebelakangan ni ramai pulak yang bagi aku terasa, Ramai pula yang ringan berkata kata. Ramai pula terus menuding jari. Betul betul ganggu emosi.

Bila benda simple, Mengapa kita manusia selalu membuat ianya menjadi besar. Seriously, apa yang kau nak, apa yang kau cari, apa yang kau nak buktikan pada mata dunia. Sebab jujurnya, kerana mulut, rosak segalanya.

I will not write something bad about people as my status UNLESS, UNLESS, i found, i heard, i saw something that hurt my feeling first. No matter if you claim 4 days after, apa aku terasa itu sebenarnya ditulis, diperlihat bukan untuk aku. Ringkasnya, aku perasan sendiri dan aku terasa sendiri. Oh really ?

Pokok takkan bergoyang kalau angin tak bertiup.
Senang cerita, jangan tulis benda kontroversi kalau tak mahu orang terasa.

I will just wait.

Realitinya. Manusia memang suka drama. Manusia memang tinggi ego. Manusia memang ringan mulut.
Dan penghujungnya, only you alone will defend yourself. Not others. Jadi. Buat baik berpada pada.

Anyway, what you should know about me, i admit my fault. So that if kau terasa, aku tak pusing kata itu sebenarnya bukan untuk kau. Sebab realitinya, semua orang pon nampak itu memang untuk kau. Sama ceritanya untuk apa kau tulis yang mengguris hati aku. Kalau orang lain boleh tau itu untuk aku, takkan aku tak boleh berkecil hati. Sebab aku terasa.

I don't live in denial. Life is unfair, SOMETIMES.

Kau terasa, aku mintak maaf.  And i learn something in life.

p/s : If it is not yours, then , ask. As simple as that. If i can, why don't you.

First week of school, first week of 2011

1hello shah alam. hello classes. hello jammed. hello classmates. hello boyfriend and hello girlfriends. So HELLO BOOKS, NOTES, COLORFUL PENS AND TESTPAD. we meet again. But i guess with new spirit, and new hope. :) 


First week of school is still in a holiday mood. The schedule are still alot of changes. The lecturers are still missing in action. Most of the classes were cancelled. So not good for the start of new sem. No good at all. 
Ended up, i spent 3 days out for shopping, movie and dating. Siapa suruh cancelled class. Kan dah merayau. Duit pon merayau sama. Sangatttt tak bagus. This is not what i plan for my very first week of school. But i just can't resist. heheh.


I met S, the crime partner, the shopping team. Lots of gossips. yeayy.

little S

I met my girlfriends, awwwww . :D

he is she

lady e :]

And i met my superduperboyfriend. Dah lama tak jumpa, over sikit. haha. 

he took me here as my DL's gift *superlove*

barbecue chicken & rib

I guess, its too much for the very first week isn't ?
For january, enough of spending money, enough of movie.
Lets start to focus on books. I would like to meet my new lecturers, my new assignment. Semangat. 

it feels good when you're around. ilebiu. 

p/s : after all, i miss my home, i miss my family, i miss bowling routine. :(