Money can't buy me. Can they buy you ?

Manusia lalai dan alpa kerana duit. Bongkak dan takbur kerana duit. Bercerai berai kerana duit.

Seronok kalau lahir dan hidup dalam keluarga yang senang lenang. Yang kaya raya mampu beli macam macam. Cakap nak apa. Kereta mewah, iphone, blackberry, segala jenis designers handbags, kasut, just name it, you'll get it. Heaven in the world. Indahnya hidup. Itu kalau dilahirkan dalam keluarga kaya raya. Tapi kalau dilahirkan keluarga bersederhana, ada kekasih anak dato' pon jugak. Hehe but not for me. 


I always have the thought where, rich people will give you trouble in future. Tak payah future sangat, within the relationship pon bole ada trouble. Boleh tahan layan kerenah orang macam ni? Kalau boleh, then go ahead. Not for me.


Iye, orang yang kaya mampu menjamin masa depan. Tak ada siapa membantah. Masa depan macam mana yang dimaksudkan ? Berumah besar , bergoyang kaki di rumah, berkereta mewah dua pintu tanpa bumbung, berbodyguard ke sana ke mari. Siapa tak mahu . Semua mahu, tapi not for me. 


Despite the pleasant life and luxury, akan ada rasa susah. Mampu hati nak tahan ? Mungkin tidak adil bagi orang kaya di luar sana, but this is reality. Its happens everywhere. Dalam drama dan real life. Berapa banyak orang kaya, anak orang kaya yang banyak girlfriend. Yang dah kahwin ada girlfriend pon ada. Itu tak apa, kahwin 4 pon ramai. Dah kaya, ramai perempuan nak, kalau boleh simpan dua, kenapa nak buang satu. Hah, diolog pisau cukur. Ini sebab utama why money can't buy me. No man, never. 


Okaylah, mungkin ada yang tak begitu. Mungkin ada yang setia. Tak baik tuduh semua. Tapi ada jugak kerenah lain yang kena tahan. Telinga mampu tahan ? Bile merengek suruh dibelikan handbags, kasut, handphone dan segala macam benda, jadi orang kaya pon beli. Kalau dah orang orang melabur banyak, mula timbul rasa bongkak dan takbur. Bole tahan telinga dengar die ungkit segala macam benda yang dah dia belikan ? Segala jumlah duit yang dah die spent for you ? Asal gaduh, mula sebut pasal duit. Boleh tahan? Kalau boleh bagus la, but not for me. 


 I have never dream a rich guy. I never wanted to date a rich man. But i loveeee to see my friends date these guys. At least i know they have bright future. I can't deny that. Rambut sama hitam, hati lain lain. And its all depends on how you treat the relationship. Cuma mungkin i have never felt to fall for these kinda guy and never wanted to give a try. So i will always have these negative thoughts towards them. 


Because i already have a guy who know how to treat me well. Who know how to always make me smile. Who can make the stupidest things and face just to make me laugh. I am so grateful to be with him. I don't need his money, what i have now is more than enough. 


Berapa banyak orang susah yang bahagia sampai anak cucu. Yang berjanji sehidup semati. Yang setia tanpa menoleh. Kerana mereka tidak ada rasa bongkak dan bangga.  Jadi mereka tak ada masa nak pandang perempuan lain, tak ada masa nak mengorat orang lain. 


You minght not drive cool cars, lunch and dinner at hotels, chanel handbag as birthday gift, but you have all his love, all his time. Duit boleh dicari. 


Lain orang, lain citarasa. Citarasa saya, kelakar. Awak macam mana ? 

Empat Roda

Happy Birthday ! 

Last night was my birthday and i celebrate with my family by having dinner at Secret Recipe. Nahh we don't ordered cake since i just ate too much cake for Hari Raya Qurban. Oh anyway, its not that late to wish Happy Raya people. :)


So i'm officially 22nd years old. Big enough to take care of myself. 

i am not that hungry so i ordered this. 

Them 

that's my mom

Thank you for the dinner, ayah. 

Empat roda i was referring to is a car. NO, I DON'T GET A CAR AS A BIRTHDAY GIFT. jangan dok mimpi. hmmmmphhh. i will never get that even in my dream also. haha


I am not like other lucky people in this world who born in effin rich family. I know that and i don't and never demand for anything that beyond my ability. I have a dad who won't spent that much for his children unless if it is for himself. Hah. Semua die punya kereta. We people pinjam only la can. 


When you don't have your own car, so there's a problem to go anywhere you wish, ended you'll feel like you're 12 years old. What a life. 


One day, i promise you, i'll get my goddamnnewsupercoolcar so that i can travel and don't have to pinjam from anyone anymore. I won't rely on anybody and you can't stop me anymore. Hehehe. 




Mungkin 5 tahun lagi. 


Who cares. I'll get one soon. The good one.

Kalau ni maybe 8 tahun lagi lah

yang ini insyallah boleh jadi 1st car. *amin*

 

hello,bye

I have brother and he's working is Sabah. He rarely come home and in 6 months time i'm gonna miss this man since he is getting married soon. Rasa macam baru semalam gaduh gaduh baling bantal. Why were you matured so fast ? 

As i remembered, we had never celebrated Raya together dah 3 or 4 years. Rugi we adik beradik for not getting duit raya from him. Mengelat*

But he came back last few weeks. Remembered on the day were my grandma passed away? The day she passed away, my brother arrived. So yeah, rezeki abang dapat tatap opah sebelum opah pergi. 

Abang cuti almost two weeks. But what sad is, die balik masa tengah exam. How smart are you brother ? so we spent time only for 2 days then i've to be back to shah alam. Bile dah habis exam, betul betul habis kau cuti kan. Tssssskkkk. 

So on the 12th, after fetched me, we sent him to LCCT. I miss him. Tomorrow is Raya, now i miss you more. Thanks for the accumulated duit raya, you are the best ! :)))

i'm a bad photographer 

ahh, this is cool. haha

mommy's boy

the two bodyguards.

The good news is, this gonna be the last time we sent him to the airport. He will come back for good. Yea :) can claim duit raya every year. 

Budi, Batak , Berbahasa

Orang berbudi, kite berbahasa.

Manusia mudah lupa atau mungkin terlalu selesa hingga lupa kesusahan lampau. Mengapa terciptanya manusia begini ? 

Manusia sering alpa dan terlalu asyik berkata kata sehingga menolak tepi tatatusila dan tidak memikirkan terus perasaan orang. Wujudnya manusia begini, makan terciptalah, kerana mulut badan binasa. 

Sebagai manusia, seharusnya perlu dibenih perasaan merendah diri sesama manusia. Apatah lagi apabila bersama orang yang telah berbudi kepada kita. Jangan terlalu angkuh dan selesa dengan apa yang dilalui sekarang. Jangan mudah lupa kesusahan lampau.  Diri itu telah menjadi serendah rendah manusia memohon simpati dan pertolongan. Dan ketika itu tanpa sebarang alasan, maka mereka menolong tanpa mengharap balasan. 

JADI, TIADA ALASAN UNTUK KAMU, LUPA DAN BERLAKU KURANG AJAR SERTA BONGKAK. 

Ayah selalu pesan, jika tidak tahu macam mana nak bercakap, jadi diam saje. 

So yeah, that's what i do. If i don't approach you, no matter by phone or facebook, that's mean i don't feel like talking to you, why bother talking to me in a very rude way ? Beringat sikit bile nak cakap. Tak tahu lah from where you got all the guts, feeling so confident with yourself when you know what yourself had been through before. Show some respect to people.

You are not that great to come out with that rude word. I advice you, please sit somewhere, reminisce your past. Tak rugi. So that you know how to behave and talk to people. 

Yeah, just don't talk to me anymore. You're not someone i would want to have a conversation with. Cermin cermin diri. 

Badly hurt. Once hurt, forever remain

The two Pre's

Bestfriends will always try to make you happy. :)
19th november will come only in a week time, but since i'm going home for my semester break on the 12th, S came up with an idea to have a pre lunch and dinner for my birthday. How thankful i boleh jumpa kawan like this. (elleh elleh). 


Honestly, i have never celebrated my birthday before since my birth date alwayssssss turn up to be on semester break, so i usually will be at Perak and most of my friends are in Kl and other places. I don't have much friends in Perak. I moved to boarding school since i was 13 so i don't really close with my secondary schoolmate. I'm kinda regret it. So selalu birthday i'll have dinner with my family only. 


So this year, its a bit special since i'm already in Shah Alam, i'm near to my friends and the most important, i can be with my mr.B. Though its not really happen on my real date, but who cares la kan, still in November. I got so excited with the plans. 

So one day me and S were studying at Kl library which i got annoyed with all the high school kids that came and make noise. Datang bukan study tergedik gedik.  Menyampah ok. 


Then Yuza came during lunch time, then we goooooooo Chillis. YUMMY :)

yuza belanja this. i can't remember the name. crispy home or something ? 

its my celebration, pictures of you both yang banyak. PFFFFT. 

one of my fugly hair day. *ignore*

after kenyang, psychofreak.

A big special thanks to both of you. :) Next time i belanja you guys pulak ok. 

So for the dinner, we celebrated at Delicious jalan pinang. Thanks to S again for the plan and reservation. And thanks to S also for not uploading all the pictures. Now ihateyoubecauseyou'resolazyinuploadingpictures. PFFFFT. 

Therefor, the dinner pictures gonna upload later. :) I'm sooo missing my boyfriend now. 

one in a million

       Life, laughter and friendship. Good friend is a second self ( S, 2010). Ehem ehem, hello people. :)) How are you and how life treating you ? I am so grateful because i have two special people ( besides my parents and family ) in my life. You don't need much, one is more than enough. Trust me. Buat apa ada banyak banyak, buat pening kepala and there will be tendency of backstabbing each other. Tak elok tu ha. Seriously, it happened to almost all girls. Tak percaya, ask yourself.

      Having this two people will always create smiles on my face. 

       Ok, last night was awesome. We scream our lungs out. Dok menyanyi menlalak macam lah suara sedap sangat kan. Honestly, i had never like singing before. Karaoke is something that i won't suggest for spending time. Urggghh, suara memang macam katak So sedar diri. Hahaha, but thispsychogirl, suka dok menyanyi and always hasut orang to nyanyi also. So yeah, i spend time with these two special person in my life plus Elle, my new friend with karaoke-ing. OHHHHH, i'm addicted to it. Blame you, S. 

excited lebih 

see, sampai tutup mata

berlakon can, sing cannot

      

Bye forever

        It was really fast. I was really shocked and it is forever. As i remember, i just met you on Thursday, you're still strong. you can even ate by yourself. and suddenly, on Friday you already left me unsaid. Alhamdulillah its friday. i love you opah. Semoga dicucuri rahmat dah di tempatkan bersama orang orang beriman. Al-fatihah