He is now a Man

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4th June 2011. 

Abang dah sah jadi suami. Aku & Iki dah sah ada kakak ipar, Ayah & Omak dah sah jadi mertua. 

Dah sah jadi keluarga berahli enam. 

Nah, a lit bit of the wedding pictures. 

4th June 2011

Kota Sarang Semut, Kedah

*next*

10th June 2011

Doa Selamat and Tahlil

PERAK

Marina Island Hall, Marina Island, Lumut. 

11th June 2011

es.tya,d

makteh.makuda.mama.maktam.aunty Lin. 

the crew :)

11th June 2011

Night, BBQ 

Will update more soon  

Alhamdulillah, everything goes well. 

I love you Abang, and welcome Kak Rozaina  :)

Selagi masih ada, i wonder.

I wonder, 

Mana pergi semua orang ? 

I wonder, 

Mana hilang kerja sama ?

I wonder,

Mana persinggahan ? 

I wonder, 

Mana pertanyaan khabar ? 

I wonder, 

Mana sifat keakraban ? 

Mana pergi semua ni. Mana pergi semua orang. Sudah tidak penting, atau sudah tiada di hati ?  You tell me. 

Ayah selalu mengeluh. 

Aku kasihankan dia. Ini realiti yang perlu di telan. Pahit ? terpaksa, ayah. 

Jangn risau, ayah ada mama, ada abang, ada adik, ada iki. Lumrah hidup. 

Kami akan sentiasa di belakang ayah. Adik tahu ayah sedih, no worries, adik akan sentiasa ceriakan ayah. Yang penting, kita 'ENJOYYYY" *buat gaya jambu* hehe. 

Selagi hayat di kandung badan, saya akan menceriakan hidupmuuuuu ;) 

p/s : bakal pengantin sampai esok ;) 

Daddy's girl got present ;)

Hey, its been awhile since my last entry. I guess nothing much to share. So here it goes, i got something came and it has change my daily routine. Totally change, and its insane. 


Okay, when talk about smartphones, semua orang jadi gila. Bile online facebook, i can see hundreds and thousands of updates that's written via blackberry, via iphone, ipad and so on. Semua pon nak online through phone. And hello, my phone E71 pon bole via via jugak, but ye lah, it can only be written by via mobile web. No specific model. hahaha. 


I'm actually not a big fan of smartphones. I'm not dying for it cause i know its kinda expensive. Not all la, you can still get blackberry curve as low as RM700. Since i bought E71 for RM 1000, takkan nak downgraded just because of via blackberry. So i save it, i won't buy a curve, unlesssss i have no choice and need new phone.


Luckily, i'd achieved something that can be proud of. And make myself acceptable to be such a demanding girl. haha. Remember i got great result for my semester. So here's the trick. 


:) Ayah, mama and all my family members didn't expect i'm gonna got listed. Even i don't believe it. So we actually make a deal, if i could get a dean's list, ayah promise to get me a present. So pick a smartphone. How smart am i. Because i know, if i have achieved nothing, ingat ayah nak kasi phone senang senang ke ? Are you craaaazyyyyy. We are not that rich. 


So ayah actually got stuck in his own deal. And ayah bought me this.  :DDDDDDDDD

*sayademamblackberryseminggu*

Its easier for me to keep in touch with my crime partner, S. We can bbm-ing every second you want. Lots of gossip can be share anywhere, anytime. Hehe, I'm so happyyyyy. 

Ayah, next sem i'll try harder. Ayah save some more money in case i got listed again. But for sure i'm not gonna demand for phone anymore. Something cheaper maybe. hehe :p

p/s: work hard if you want something in life. there are people out there who appreciate your hardwork. i love my dad. always. 

When ayah starts to approve

Two days spent with ayah were actually not that bad.

It really good when you got the chance for heart to heart talk. Really good. 

As usual, we went for breakfast. Ayah suddenly starts to ask an unexpected question. We were rarely talk about mr. B and i don't know what had crossed his mind, he asked about it. That so weird because i know, dulu when he got to know mr b, he's not fancy about it. I don't know, maybe that time i was still stuck in Kedah and perhaps he assumed having mr b, sikit sebanyak distracted my studies. Maybe la kan. 

But then. after i continue my degree, he was still like that. Takde la serious sangat tak suka sampai nak suruh break ke apa. But ye la, sometimes keep on questioning who pick me up when i arrived Kl, adi dah habis belajar ke belum , ada dekat Kl buat apa and bla bla bla. That sort of question. So i presumed he is still not fancy about adi. Ayah sometimes when he got chance to talk about future husband and stuff, always said bout rich man and bla bla bla. But then, i will argue. I don't like rich man. I got point, and he agreed. Maybe he got tired because he knows me well. 

Everyday, i was hoping that one day, ayah will agree with my choice and accept adi for what he is. 

So, that day, ayah suddenly asked about the relationship. How serious the relationship. And the conversation was damn so serious. Like seriously serious. Mula mula berat nak jawab, sebab knowing ayah was not fancy. Senyum je. 

Then ayah said, 'for now, ayah dah boleh accept. He is now 60% approved.'. Ask him to seek for another 40% left.' I know. I am so happy. There's a lot that we talk. It's so good to know that ayah finally see this relationship as serious as i see. Ohh no mannn, i think ayah is more serious than me for this relationship. As if i'm getting married in 3 years time pulak. Ayah ni. I'm still young. 

I hope, really hope we won't make mistake. Both us. This relationship had stand for nearly 2 years. I know its not that long, but its something for me can be proud off. I hope mr B will now work harder, study harder and starts to think of our future. the best for us two. This is real. You better take care of me or else ayah cari sampai lubang cacing. :)

I hope i got jodoh with him. Insyaallah. 

p/s: I lebiu. 

Pilihan atau tanggungjawab

Dua hari lepas, 

Lokasi : Kuala Kangsar. 

Aktiviti : Kahwin Pak Cu

Hari ini,

Lokasi : Rumah

Aktiviti : None.

Last night was my uncle's wedding. It was actually 'the akad nikah'. Bersanding insyaallah bulan tiga. Jadi, the night before, we were all went back to kampung, gathered and prepared all the hantaran. Riuh rendah sebab ramai anak kecil. 

Like always, ayah came on the day itself. Memang selalu ayah jarang tido sana. So since then, kami akan bawak kereta berasingan. Dah puas pujuk, letih ajak. Ayah tetap macam itu. Jadi tak mengapalah. Mungkin ayah tak selesa, mengapa nak paksa. 

Meriah. Sebab dah lama tak ada kenduri kahwin. ye lah, bile raya, tak semua dapat gathering bersama. Kali ni, semua ada. Memang seronok. :)

Hari nikah, 

Ayah janji datang hari ni. Ayah janji datang siang. Tiba tiba, ayah mengadu demam. Kami susah hati. Nak balik amik ayah, dah lewat atau mungkin, terlalu malas untuk meninggalkan suasana meriah. Mungkin. 

Ayah gagahkan juga. Ayah sampai malam. Tepat tepat masa nak ke rumah pengantin perempuan. Okay, janji ayah selamat sampai. Maka, cukup semua adik beradik dan ipar pakcu pada hari pentingnya. Masih berseronok bersama keluarga. Meriah tidah terkata. 

Selesai akad nikah.

Sedia maklum ayah memang jarang tido kampung. Bila dah selesai upacara, dah selesai dari rumah perempuan, sambing kemeriahan di kampung sendiri. Walaupun tak buat apa apa, hanya duduk bergossip sesama aunty aunty dan sanak saudara, kemeriahan sangat terasa. 

Tiba tiba, ayah ajak balik. Tak larat nak balik sorang. Tak mahu tido situ. Jadi macam mana ni ? Susah nak buat pilihan bila hati sedang seronok bersama keluarga yang lain. Terus jadi marah atau mungkin bengang ? Itu dah satu dosa. Tapi ye lah, tengah seronok, di ajak pulang, pasti rasa sedih dan tak nak. Tapi apakan daya. Didesak desak. Maka, akur. Tidak mahu berbalah lagi. Terus buat muka, lalu vrrroooom, balik rumah. Tinggalkan kemeriahan beramai. Diam sepanjang perjalan. 

Lama mana sangat bole marahkan ayah. Terus terfikir. Marah atau tidak, sudah pon dalam perjalanan. Sudah pon sampai rumah. Sudah pon tinggalkan yang lain. Mungkin rasa marah dengan pilihan yang ada. Mungkin terasa seperti tidak adil. Itu semua darah muda. 

Kadang kadang syaitan begitu kuat menghasut. 

Kadang kadang nafsu lebih kuat. 

Marah, beransur hilang, mula berfikir secara matang. Mungkin ia bukanlah pilihan, itu sebenarnya tanggungjawab. Untuk berfikir mana yang lebih penting. Mungkin kedua dua bersikap selfish. Tapi siapa kita untuk terus marahkan ayah. Kerana at the end of the day, die lebih banyak berkorban dari kita. 


Nah gambar kami saudara mara. 

Kesimpulannya, dalam hidup. ada yang lebih penting dari keseronokan. 
Anyways, Pakcu and Kak Yani, congratulations. 

p/s : tiba tiba hari ni yang lain semua pegi cameron higlands. dari elok dah hilang emo, emo la balik sebab kena tinggal ;(

Six months is not that long

Abang is getting married in six months time. That is so close. 


Ayah and mama is just too young too face this phase. Ok, not young, tapi belum cukup tua i guess ? :D 


I don't know, i'm just not ready to get into this phase of life. In a year time im gonna be called, aunty ? ohhhhh, i'm still young dude. You are making me old. 


Its funny when you see your dad don't know how to deal, what's next step and bla bla bla. hehe, ayah so comel you know. 


Abang's engagement was last six months, up to now ayah not yet set the date for the wedding. 
So we went to Kedah for a short meeting.


Its was good to see abang's future father-in-law was soooooo happening, so down to earth. And kelakar jugak ok. You know, knowing abang gonna be part of the family, i know he'll safe. They are so friendly. We felt like we were treated already like their family. That's so cool. 

mari bincang tarikh, tangan pegang calendar.

In six months time, we gonna have a big wedding. Rasanya, i'll take contract bunga telur je boleh ? 

handsome jugak besan ayah ni

Just to let you know abang, we are happy for you. We just not ready to let you go. I just miss our old times. You're gonna be a husband one day, be good. We love you.


Oh well, its doesn't end there. 

Sebelum gerak ayah pura pura pening. pffft

kami pegi sini

sekarang jejantas dah ada escalator. teruja juga.

ayah tangkap gambar akak ni dengan harapan dapat discount. 


TAK*

Bile dah balik, rasa kerepek, ada yang masuk angin dan tak sedap. Macam ni lah kalau orang melayu berniaga. kecewa sungguh. 

Leisure time

Masa kecik hobi semua letak tengok tv, dengar music, lepak. What was that again ? 


So now, no more biodata. No more hobbies like that. 


Sekarang, you share the hobby with your family. 


And for my family,
WE ROLL THE BALL. We do bowling. :)))


I remembered, its all happened when one of my uncle got married. While busy preparing, they play bowling. A LOT. haha, masa tu ayah not in the mood yet. Because he don't know the step, bola asyik masuk longkang je. 


Eh now he can play very well ok. Practice makes perfect. And now i cannot beat his scores la. 


But todayyyyyyyyyyyy, its history weh. We go play as usual. I got new record weh. I don't know how. Hahaha. 

once in a life time. haha. gempak an an. 

Gempak la for someone yang tak reti main. Kalau Malaysian bowlers then i might the worst lah kan. 

But ayah has the best shot. Watch this. 

* focus on his mouth. he is pouting. kelakar and gelak guling guling ayah ni. 

Muncung pon muncung lah janji ayah played so well. I'm proud of him. 

hello,bye

I have brother and he's working is Sabah. He rarely come home and in 6 months time i'm gonna miss this man since he is getting married soon. Rasa macam baru semalam gaduh gaduh baling bantal. Why were you matured so fast ? 

As i remembered, we had never celebrated Raya together dah 3 or 4 years. Rugi we adik beradik for not getting duit raya from him. Mengelat*

But he came back last few weeks. Remembered on the day were my grandma passed away? The day she passed away, my brother arrived. So yeah, rezeki abang dapat tatap opah sebelum opah pergi. 

Abang cuti almost two weeks. But what sad is, die balik masa tengah exam. How smart are you brother ? so we spent time only for 2 days then i've to be back to shah alam. Bile dah habis exam, betul betul habis kau cuti kan. Tssssskkkk. 

So on the 12th, after fetched me, we sent him to LCCT. I miss him. Tomorrow is Raya, now i miss you more. Thanks for the accumulated duit raya, you are the best ! :)))

i'm a bad photographer 

ahh, this is cool. haha

mommy's boy

the two bodyguards.

The good news is, this gonna be the last time we sent him to the airport. He will come back for good. Yea :) can claim duit raya every year.