Six months is not that long

Abang is getting married in six months time. That is so close. 


Ayah and mama is just too young too face this phase. Ok, not young, tapi belum cukup tua i guess ? :D 


I don't know, i'm just not ready to get into this phase of life. In a year time im gonna be called, aunty ? ohhhhh, i'm still young dude. You are making me old. 


Its funny when you see your dad don't know how to deal, what's next step and bla bla bla. hehe, ayah so comel you know. 


Abang's engagement was last six months, up to now ayah not yet set the date for the wedding. 
So we went to Kedah for a short meeting.


Its was good to see abang's future father-in-law was soooooo happening, so down to earth. And kelakar jugak ok. You know, knowing abang gonna be part of the family, i know he'll safe. They are so friendly. We felt like we were treated already like their family. That's so cool. 

mari bincang tarikh, tangan pegang calendar.

In six months time, we gonna have a big wedding. Rasanya, i'll take contract bunga telur je boleh ? 

handsome jugak besan ayah ni

Just to let you know abang, we are happy for you. We just not ready to let you go. I just miss our old times. You're gonna be a husband one day, be good. We love you.


Oh well, its doesn't end there. 

Sebelum gerak ayah pura pura pening. pffft

kami pegi sini

sekarang jejantas dah ada escalator. teruja juga.

ayah tangkap gambar akak ni dengan harapan dapat discount. 


TAK*

Bile dah balik, rasa kerepek, ada yang masuk angin dan tak sedap. Macam ni lah kalau orang melayu berniaga. kecewa sungguh. 

Paid Off

My first semester is not easy for me. With new environment, new friends, and new course. 
Everything is new. And there goes my result, also newwwwwwwwwww. :)


The whole sem was tiring. Stayed up till morning, went up till penang just to get best shots, spending too much money on assignments, argued with classmates because of tests. It was a hell. Anddddd, i was lack of everything. From transportation, gadgets, and all more. 


Being a masscommer is not easy. You have too work hard for it. A lot of pressure. You cannot just sit in your room and read books. That's not how we do our work. 


My diploma was not a success for me. I grad, but not in time. i've been through a lot. From the bad to the best result. I admit, i have no mission back then. What in mind was just to pass all papers. And passing all accounts paper was a heaven to all accounts students. That's a fact.


I redeem. 4 years waiting finally paid. Ayah is the happiest person in world. So do i. Because we never expected result to come out like this. Hey ayah, its Dean's List. Now are proud of me ? oh, because i'm proud of myself too. Hehe. I felt like fainting when i check the result.  


Thank God for giving me chance. Alhamdulillah. 


Ohh the happiness is double when S got listed too. Yeayy. We made it. :D

Leisure time

Masa kecik hobi semua letak tengok tv, dengar music, lepak. What was that again ? 


So now, no more biodata. No more hobbies like that. 


Sekarang, you share the hobby with your family. 


And for my family,
WE ROLL THE BALL. We do bowling. :)))


I remembered, its all happened when one of my uncle got married. While busy preparing, they play bowling. A LOT. haha, masa tu ayah not in the mood yet. Because he don't know the step, bola asyik masuk longkang je. 


Eh now he can play very well ok. Practice makes perfect. And now i cannot beat his scores la. 


But todayyyyyyyyyyyy, its history weh. We go play as usual. I got new record weh. I don't know how. Hahaha. 

once in a life time. haha. gempak an an. 

Gempak la for someone yang tak reti main. Kalau Malaysian bowlers then i might the worst lah kan. 

But ayah has the best shot. Watch this. 

* focus on his mouth. he is pouting. kelakar and gelak guling guling ayah ni. 

Muncung pon muncung lah janji ayah played so well. I'm proud of him. 

Dream high won't let you down

Talking to S always end up with a mission. Whether it is impossible or possible. We always like that. 


Last two nights we chat. It was first a gossip session. Tahu tahu je la when it comes to gossip session, mesti melalut sampai ke laut. 


We were talking about people who are lucky. That have the opportunity to spend the holiday, semester break or even further studies overseas. Whilst us two, spent our time, besarkan ass, AT HOME.  And oh, not forgetting , trying to cut some weight by minum teh orang kampung. How bored and malas can  us be ? 


We wish, we can be like others. Go holiday somewhere, not worried about money spent. Yes , we were jealous with some people who born rich. Who can spent their money on vacation. Not here, but outside the country. . Tak kurang jugak yang got the chance to go intern oversea. AAAAAAAA, why so lucky these people. Tapi we still stuck in here, doing degree. Yek yek. 


But after all, it was not all about jealousy. Seeing people having fun, go holiday or intern, snowy or by the beach, motivate ourself. Jealous is not always a bad thing. It can lead to be an inspiration. If you don't born in a rich family, don't get mad. Don't feel sad. Don't blame your parents. So yeah, we had a discussion and lead to a mission. 


If you know you don't have money to easily go on a holiday, then, start saving, stop buying ! 
Everything is possible. So, we had a plan. wink* wink*. 


2012 -------------------> AUSTRALIA WE GO. 


Well well well. Two years to go. I'm gonna save my money. Cut all the expensive. Start working on semester break, instead of malas malas on bed and updating blog, i should start earn income. Definitely gonna cut my wishlist on what to buy next semester. See, this mission is soooooo gonna teach myself to not bazir the money. Walaupun tak jadi nanti. Ohhh no, we still gonna go. Definitely. Right S ? 


*or can we book the ticket now ? boleh ke dapat harga 300 ratus je if book two years ealier ? 


After two years then we gonna upload photos in Aussie. Its fucking aussie wei. If this really happen, then i'm sure i'm gonna be so proud of myself. Go on Holiday by my own money. Siapa kata tak boleh ? Dua tahun pon dua tahun la. Janji pegi. 


and i'm gonna buy t shirt printed, I <3 melbourne or something. Haha. LAME. 

bole kenal dengan mat salleh. ;D

* main main je mr.b. iloveyou.

I am so semangat now. Siapa nak ikut start open an account, start saving. Seriously. 


Always have a dream, hope was high, life worth living. 


Stop talking about others having fun, get yours. everyone can. :) 


p/s : i tell you, this gonna happen. 

Birthday's at delicious late pictures blame S

Nahhhh. I promise you to post pictures of my simple birthday celebration at Delicious Jalan Pinang. Now i got the picture. and now i miss all these pretty ladies. Thank you for coming and gathered together. Love you people. 

This is soooo kedah 

sheen, tya, elya and S

i love them all

Thank you love. :)

Hello birthday present :)

heyy. i know my birthday wasss soo outdated. Ahha, but i just got my birthday present from my two in a million and i'm so happy. S bought me super sweet yummy delicious britney spears fantasy perfume. Sangat sangat suka. I am someone who never gonna spent my own money to buy perfume. I rather waste the money to something else. Tak pakai perfume mahal pon takpe lah. Can pakai bedak wangi. hehe. Thank you S. :)))

Last few weeks, i had shoe fever. Dok asyik teringin nak beli kasut. Saw my earlier post, mengidam kasut cantik wedges. Demam kasut yang sangat high. Sampai every post on facebook is related to kasut cantik. I even make the picture of the shoe as my profile picture. I'm so in love with it, i know. Suddenly Mr. B came up with an idea to buy me kasut for my birthday present. No, not the wedges i dreamed all night. Not that, but something else that also makes my heart melting. Ohh kasut itu sangat cool. 

When i came to KL for my big day, we went out and we went to OU. Ohhh, dah lamaaaaa sangat tak pegi OU i can't remember when was the last time i went there. The mission is to find for kasut cantik. At first i want ada this one flats shoe. I don't know what its name but i saw it in Pyramid. At Vinci and i named it as kasut bulu bulu. Sadly, OU doesn't have that. :(

Jalan jalan jalan jalan, keluar and masuk kedai. Finally i found.....

this handsome shoe at ZARA

So he bought me this. And we have same taste. :))))))). Thanks sayang. Iloveyou. 

Then i should start saving my money to buy present for these two people birthdays. *pengsan

Ohhh, and ayah bought this, 

not for me sangat la kan, but he bought semata for my big day. I felt special. Welcome to the family :D

p/s : Lepas ni album fb ada 50.

The survival

Biar panas mana, biar sesak mana, biar awal pagi, biar penat mana, mereka sanggup tahan. Mereka sanggup tunggu. Terima kasih mereka yang tersayang. 


Last thursday was my big day. The very big big one. After four years of struggling, i am so proud to say that now i am an accounting graduates. I am so proud being me. Wayyyy too proud. I learned a lot. From numbers, life, family and also love. Uitm Kedah is the best. 


Doing accounts is not as easy as you think. I struggled a lot. I gave up. I mess up. But after all, i survived. And i know, though i have to face all the hardship, i always knew ayah and mama will always support. And all of this is for them. 


Ayah is someone who don't like being in crowd. And tak suka berpanas lama lama. He is someone who if you have settled things, then lets go home. He is like that. But on my big day, he sacrificed. But ayah don't get in the hall. I know he tak larat to wake up as early as 6 just to queue panjang panjang and then my turn is soooo lambat. So yeah. I let him slept first at the hotel. So he sent us, me and mama (see how mama's heart, she woke up at 6, she queue, she's the first one to get in).  And yessssssssss. I finally got my scroll.  

thank you for coming pretty :D

big thanks 

the proud parents

p/s : Al, imissyou. We survived. I'm proud of you. :)