Reality of life and misunderstood

Hello people. Hello new followers. Hello lovers.
Life ain't treating me well lately. 2011 were not friendly to me. It is not a good start for this year.
Why, why and why?

I can see, things ain't happy, ain't fun like what it used to be. Drama kept haunting me. The more i avoid, the more they chased. Its me changing or you people ? Why do we people create drama, create issue, argue here there. When we can actually live peacefully. I just don't get it.

Perhaps, maybe it's me that changing.
Perhaps, maybe it's me that creating.
Perhaps, maybe it's me that argued.
Perhaps, maybe it's me that being too sensitive.

Or,

Maybe, they no longer understand me.

Satu jari tuding salah orang, empat jari tuding arah kita, Itu reality. Itu kenyataan. Itu hakikat.
Jadi, ia salah aku ?
Ok.

Kebelakangan ni ramai pulak yang bagi aku terasa, Ramai pula yang ringan berkata kata. Ramai pula terus menuding jari. Betul betul ganggu emosi.

Bila benda simple, Mengapa kita manusia selalu membuat ianya menjadi besar. Seriously, apa yang kau nak, apa yang kau cari, apa yang kau nak buktikan pada mata dunia. Sebab jujurnya, kerana mulut, rosak segalanya.

I will not write something bad about people as my status UNLESS, UNLESS, i found, i heard, i saw something that hurt my feeling first. No matter if you claim 4 days after, apa aku terasa itu sebenarnya ditulis, diperlihat bukan untuk aku. Ringkasnya, aku perasan sendiri dan aku terasa sendiri. Oh really ?

Pokok takkan bergoyang kalau angin tak bertiup.
Senang cerita, jangan tulis benda kontroversi kalau tak mahu orang terasa.

I will just wait.

Realitinya. Manusia memang suka drama. Manusia memang tinggi ego. Manusia memang ringan mulut.
Dan penghujungnya, only you alone will defend yourself. Not others. Jadi. Buat baik berpada pada.

Anyway, what you should know about me, i admit my fault. So that if kau terasa, aku tak pusing kata itu sebenarnya bukan untuk kau. Sebab realitinya, semua orang pon nampak itu memang untuk kau. Sama ceritanya untuk apa kau tulis yang mengguris hati aku. Kalau orang lain boleh tau itu untuk aku, takkan aku tak boleh berkecil hati. Sebab aku terasa.

I don't live in denial. Life is unfair, SOMETIMES.

Kau terasa, aku mintak maaf.  And i learn something in life.

p/s : If it is not yours, then , ask. As simple as that. If i can, why don't you.